And that's okay. See I don't need the money back that I've spent feeding and clothing and protecting these babies. I don't want it. Here is what I do want. I want them to have happy and obedient hearts. I want them to see a sibling in need and offer to help. I want them to love their brothers and sisters and their parents.
I'm in debt also, to a God above that has provided everything for me and continues to bless me. He sent His Son here to this earth for me and you and everyone else who will ever call this place home. I'm oblivious and unaware of what it takes to sustain my life here on this earth. I have no comprehension of the magnitude of His blessings. I just can't grasp it, it's beyond my understanding.
And that's okay. See, all He asks of me is to have a happy and obedient heart. He wants me to notice when someone near me is in need and He wants me to help. He expects me to be kind to my brothers and sisters even if (and maybe especially if) they are different from me. It doesn't matter what we look like or how we see the world, we're all children of the same loving Father in Heaven.
I can never pay Him back but I can try to do my part, my small part.